Abracadabra

I don't like special days leads to one epic evening.
I specifically hate days which are more disheartening.
I hate life, that's how.
I kept thinking this morning, if I were to leave this world.
What would the world think of me.
Well, actually not the world, but my loved ones.
Never mind about that thought now.
HEHEHEHE.
Seriously speaking, I kinda want to lose my life in this early age.
Didn't know that being a human, is so difficult.
I wanted life in the screens.
If I had those, I could seriously say that it really is a happy ending.
But, it won't always be, right?

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This really pissed me.
The moment I saw your character, I cried.
You happy now?
I can't do anything already.
Seriously, this upsets me a hell lot.
Just, why.
Would I be wondering about things like this right now.
I really am dumb right?
I deserve to be hit.
That's the least I really hoped for.

I'd give all my heart, that I'd wish to be all I could be.
Even if it's the end and somehow, I don't know what to do.
I wished you'd be happy, I loved you, but I have to get it over now.

Stand another feet away, so that I don't have to look at you in irony.