Electronic intensity.

Deceiving and being deceived.
Devotion towards being devoted.
Sane or being insane.
To be trusted or to be trustworthy.
Agonize or to be agonized.
To manipulate or be manipulated.
To fall for or not to fall for.
Deceptions of one's mind falls through the system.

I hate myself.

Re-posting lyrics. I'm bummed out, that's why.

The GazettE - Cassis

Aa, zutto kurikaeshiteta
Zutto kanashimasete bakari datta
Aa, kitto anata sae mo kizu tsukete
Boku wa ugokeno mama

Aa, anata ni fureru koto ga
Naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka?
Kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshite
Anata wo ushinatte shimau no ga kowakatta kara

Yori suo koto de nuguou to shita wasure kirenakatta hi wo
Anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigettekureta ne

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteru.
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteru

I WILL WALK TOGETHER, to future not promised to yet
It keeps walking togheter, to the future which you are..

Tsurai koto sae wasureru jurai anata wo omotteiru
Aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni koga reru mune

Kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru
Dou ka hitorikiri de nakanaide
Donna ni hanareteite mo
Shinjiaeru futari de iyou

Dou ka kono mama waratteitai anata wo kizutsuke sasenaide
Toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta anna moi kurikaaeshitekunai

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mokitto kawarazu ai shiteiru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru.

Dou ka boku dake wo mitsumeteite
Dou ka kono te ga togukenú iyou

I WILL WALK TOGETHER, to future not promised to yet
It keeps walking togheter, to the future which you are..

The Gazette - Cassis ( English translation )

I repeated it for a long time. I made you sad for a long time.
I must have hurt you. Now I still cannot move.
Why is it so painful to touch you?
I think it is because I was afraid of making the same mistake and losing you.

I tried to recover the unforgettable days to stay close to each other.
You hold my hand without asking anything.

Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

I love you so much that I forget any suffering.
My heart feels pain every time I count the days we cannot meet.

The loneliness is piling up. Please don’t cry alone.
Even if we are so far away, we can believe each other.

I wish to smile as it is. I don’t want you to hurt yourself.
I don't want to repeat such feelings, which have kept fading each time.
Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Please, only look at me. Please, don’t let our hands separate.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…