You don't know the half of it.

I wanted to cheer you up so much that you could actually lift off the heavy weight off of your shoulder. I guess I couldn't right?

Alice Nine - Eraser ~ Memoire D'une Fleur

The gloomy puppy that was abandoned in white sleep
It still can't move, I'll tie it up in the morning... so

My tears flow till I think I can't reach them
The anemone that withers, please don't forget
It'll turn into a butterfly whose colour doesn't fade and return to you someday
Sadness is erased, I want you to stay unchanged

I've forgotten everything, I don't want any changes in my recollections, but
If you become cloudy, I don't even need memories

Even if the colours of the seasons change, you stay the way you were at that time
The light pink flower petals of the avenue of cherry trees danced
The moment you finished climbing up the slope of sadness
At that time, even now, you are smiling, unchanged

I want to ask without crying
Just one selfish whim, just one wish, please grant it
Weaved from the flowers that you and I liked
The wreath and I, let us float on the water and flow

The gentle melody makes me slowly recollect, towards the goodbye without a promise

"Everlastingly"
Because I'll make you as strong as a thought I can't reach
The anemone that withers, please forget it
Don't ever stop smiling, that's how I like you
Sadness is erased, I want you to stay unchanged