Wasen't a need to do anything unessesary.

I guess I might not come in games already?
Felt very tired of it.
In all my years of my life had been nothing more else than playing online games.
I felt that I should settle down and study hard for my "N" levels.
I should really push myself up.
Mom told me to put up with Dad's current temper.
I told her just now that that day I almost felt like jumping down.
Mom encouraged me not to.
She stood by me and told me to bear with it for a week till she comes back home.
She told me that everything would be all right when she comes back.
I sure do so.

I should give up my thoughts on you.

Santa, thanks for calling me, trying your best to cheer me up.
I've been doing a lot of thinking.
Maybe, if I had liked you at first, things would have been much easier as it seems.
But, I don't want to cause much trouble to you.
Many thanks for supporting me.

Jiawen, you are always my precious being on Earth.
I'll never leave you, unless I really have to.
You are one main aspects in my life to see you have a good future.
I don't want you to have a hard life.
I'd expect a lot from you next year with your exams.
Study hard Jiawen.
I will tutor you if you want to.