I wanted to forget, not forgotten.

Went out with Jiawen today.
Had tons of fun in timezone though.
Bought Special A manga.
Real nice.
Oh I wish that story would come true.
It'll be a real life manga story.
Sure sounds nice cause it has a happy ending.
But nobody could ever have a happy ending as prescribed.
Am I not right?

I kept thinking why, how and what.
I believe, my past mistakes have already been done and I cannot do anything further else to explain for myself.
But I have never felt so down then usual.
My faith is fading, beginning to turn somewhat unusual self.
I missed panda, somehow.