Then again..

Sometimes I wish reality wouldn't hit me in the face. Well, what to do? Then again, I feel like quitting everything. I don't know why. But I'm really losing my determination and patience. First two months of the year and now I feel like quitting. Then I realized I'm always confiding myself. Asking myself this idiotic question: Why?

Why you ask? I've no idea. I'm healthy, I'm moderately bright, not very creative, not very stupid, not very clumsy, surprisingly stubborn and the list goes on. But I can't seem to figure an answer why am I being like this. Maybe is the lack of attention? I'm not sure, but that doesn't seem to be the answer.

I always like to be like somebody. Apparently, different people are born in different worlds which I am so envious about. I just hope, I can get what I wish for. But as the saying goes, "Be careful of what you wish, it may just come true."

Probably I can handle the consequences of what may come. I just have to tolerate what's coming up for me.

Enough with the chittychattybangbang, I've work to do.