Vacation

; Can't you just go somewhere on vacation?

I could book your flight and pack your bags if you want.

A one way ticket out of my life, watching you fly away.

I never liked you.

Simple plan, ftw!

I'm like looking for nice songs, care to intro a few?

If I keep listening onto the same songs over and over, I'm so gonna puke.

To Yanglin:

Cheer up already.

Don't keep letting the past drag you down.

Sure you do love him, I know you do. A lot.

Been months that you've been waiting for him.

To you, he's important. But it ain't worth it.

The way he treats you, talks to you.

As if he's trying to push you away.

And to that girl?

She haven't even reached puberty. So relax. She's still young.

I'm not really that good in coaxing, nor helping.

So I hope that I can do something that will make you happy, eventually. If I think of something though.

Trust me, you'll feel better once you get him out of your mind.

Cheer up, you fucking biatch. LOL.

It's my flow.

Don't get me wrong. I didn't skip school.

I had a massive cramp during P.E and here I am at home.

Tried to sleep but my mom slapped my face to put some lotion to my face. HEHEHE. LOL.

Apparently my muscles are aching, I can't walk much.

I've been thinking a lot lately, and I really meant by A LOT.

Been through all the times I've had, and I gave people one too many chances.

Faced with a fear of losing people, so I tried to forgive and forget.

Placing with a sense of facade, I cannot compare.

Twas, I did. Feel the misery to be sacred to hold within.

I have, no intention. To fight for my own happiness but others.

Tonight will be the final night, of my daily nightmare rides.

; Sometimes I want to hold you, but I know you won't be there.

Isotope.

Forgetting to post on my blog recently.

I'm really really really tired.

; You have your soul, I have mine. Don't combine. It ain't fine.

Lay off those fingers on my wallet!

Picture discussion!

Well, actually not really.

These are really really really overdued.

I just remembered that I have pictures I wanted to post.

But these are all freaking random ones.

The almost-full-green-dot-line-colored-mrt-lighting.

I actually counted how many jackets I have. Surprisingly I have 14. LOL.

Last Saturday went with Jiawen to AMK to play Jubeat before heading out to Bugis.

Saw Garfield and gang at basement.

Figured they were real cute, especially the boy in the middle.

So I took a pic and ran to Jiawen cause she's leaving me in the middle of taking a photo ): .

Then ate Yong Tao Foo at Bugis.

I wanna eat that again LOL.

Then it's the 2nd time I tried to eat Magnum icecream.

The first was Magnum gold.

So I tried almond.

And it was (Y).

My dad bought lobsters and crabs for dinner.

Mom asked me to take pics of it.

When my dad pulled out the lobster meat out from their heads, I almost cried.

The worst thing is, they're still alive.

I was like OHMYGOD.

Then I ate a lot of crabs.

Until I puked though.

Had lunch together with my mom.

Suddenly decided to play with food since we can't finish.

So these were the end results.

Mine:

Mom's:

On that same day, dad brought me and mom to Terminal 3 for dinner.

Before dinner, we bought things.

I bought 3 different types of hats.

Ultimately my hat collection is done. LOL.

Look at the amount below:

It's a freaking $211.

I got bored while eating.

So I took this.

HOHOHO.

My dad connected my cpu to my 32 inch LCD screen on my room.

And a couple of old speakers.

Damn, my TV rack became a result like this.

Its like a mini home-theater-computer-booth-with-a-couch/bed!

My TV rack is like 2meters wide. LOL.

THE SCREEN IS SO BIG I CAN EVEN LOOK WITHOUT SPECS.

Joking actually.

I'm blind without any specs or etc.

Very short sighted.

Pity me please ):

; Fallen angels in disguise.

Live your life.

Click on my nuffnang please ):!!!!!!

; As nights go by, I waste in sighs.

Precisions for getting into the mood for school: NONE.

Left this week of holidays, haven't completed my homework. Nor did I even bother to touch it.

I SWEAR IMMA DO IT TOMORROW. (I try to!)

Been playing blackshot with Jiawen recently.

Sleeping in around 3am in the morning and waking up at 11 to 1pm in the afternoon.

It became a habit though.

Off to play with Jiawen!

Jahne!

Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars.

It's official.

Are you dumb, dumber, or dumbest?

; Injustice reflexes.

Awe-struck.

Bought 3 new hats at Changi Airport.

I love my new fedora :x

; So crazy is this thing we call love.

The awful sun dreads down the heat.

The warm colors fill the skies.

I turn to look in your eyes filled with sunsetting colors.

I look up again, the sky feels very warm, welcoming.

Filled with cheerfulness, I looked back at you and said, "What a wonderful day it is. Ain't it?"

You just stood there, and smiled.

We both looked up the sky and enjoyed the sunset.

Droplets of rain dances through the streets.

Light shining on the rain, makes the rain sparkle just like a shining star.

We ran for shelter. Drenched and cold.

But looking up at the twinkling rain, feels as if it is very lovely.

If you've read the short story and you've felt some warmth,

tell me.

I'll be glad to hear the answer.

; To make somebody happy, you have to be happy yourself first.

In order to make anybody happy.

; You're the place my life begins.

And you'll be where it ends.

I'm flying without wings.

Love story.

Each love story has its own ending.

Be it happy or sad, good or bad. Sunshine or rain, good moments lasts.

Hope for the best, and prepare for the worst.

; I look through the moments. Tears might shed, but my will is firm.

I still carry them through, in order not to make any mistakes again in the future to come.

Till then, make my memory a good one.

Blah blah blah.

At Jiawen's house now.
Going out soon LOL

Money, money, oh money.

Went to Jurong Point with Jiawen.

Spent total like almost a 100 bucks buying just 2 outerwear and 1 hat.

Cloth vest costs like $19.50.

Biker jacket costs around $27 bucks.

Straw fedora for $10 bucks.

Ate at Aijisen for like $18.

$8 at Zone-X.

If I buy shoes plus accessories it will all total up till 100 ++++++.

I. Am. Hell of a broke.

Tomorrow going to Bugis to shop with Jiawen again.

Get new shirt. HEHEHE.

AND SHOES.

LOL!

Faster buy everything before sales stops.

Don't wanna buy everything at full price.

Too costly.

I wanna buy another vest again.

Maybe stopping by at Bishan again.

I hope.

LOL

I shouldn't.

There are times that I rely too much.

Moments that aren't shared enough.

The memories that left me, scattered and shattered into unknown pieces.

Fate which I once knew, was not there anymore.

It completely changed. Onto something different. All hopes went down to the drain.

Always, a reason to change.

Never, a being to forbid from.

Sweet, as the addictive ecstasy.

Bewildering, experiences that took me away.

Leaving, that look on those eyes.

Still, this feeling is sacred to me.

; I choose to walk on a complexed road, rather than taking the easy one who gets everything they want so easily.

Boo.

Didn't go out today though. Was supposed to go meet Jade and Berry at cube.

But nobody pei me go.

So I'm lazy to go and I'm rotting at home ): .

I want that blazer oh-so-much.

Need a wee bit more money.

:x

; Oyasumi nasai.

Out again!

Bought vest and a pair of shoes.

I love my vest please LOL.

Getting a blazer soon.

1/2 price.

Cheap like hell.

Going out later.

Ciaos.

; We told you so. You just wouldn't listen.

Cheer up Bryan!

Would you rather be a widow or a divorcee?

Going out today, again.

Watched Karate Kid with Yanglin yesterday at Junction8.

During the whole movie, she was commenting a lot and a lot.

Epic LOL!

Went for dinner after that.

Met Jiawen, slacked around.

Joked around, played around, talked about.

; This ain't a scene, It's an arms race.

Champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends.

Fall out boys, ftw!!!

I miss listening to their song.

Although their song title is very, well. Long.

Preparing to go out nowz.

Gonna go cut hair and buy a new pair of pants.

Watching movie with friends later.

; It's such a shame, such a shame.

LOOK HERE.

STALKER MUCH?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?

LOOK HERE.

STALKER MUCH?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?

Oh god this is killing me.

I'm like so refreshed now?

Laughed endlessly.

; Just like the oceans, the waters are calm. Truth is, the tsunami may rise anytime.

Dad just won 4D like yesterday?

Gave me 50bucks.

Can buy stuff already. OHYEA!

In case you're wondering,

Hah. Laugh out loud much.

As if I'm talking to you?

Puhlease.

Get over it. I'm done dealing with you and there you are commenting and making it appear on "News Feed" at Facebook.

As if you've the guts to cut your short like some male hair, I'd say you have balls.

Sacrifice long hair, once in awhile.

Go fish.

I don't wish to snot around being all snotty-ish to people. Be my guest you are kind of one too.

Have fun being snotty.

P/s. The world still does not only revolves around you.

{Edit}

Pointless to get worked up by these people anyway.

What's the use?

Don't have to mess around with you.

Its as if I'm wasting my time.

Have fun mocking, for nothing. ^-^

Play with fire and you might just get burnt.

Happy birthday Mummy.

; Harsh words, cold lies. What do you expect more than grief?

Although I've been bumming about lately,

been watching a lot of shows using my computer.

Ate up a lot of electricity.

Anime:

K-ON!

K-ON! Season 2

Kaichou Wa Maid Sama!

Katekyo Hitman Reborn

Kiss X Sis

Bleach

Special A

Japanese Drama:
Gokusen 2

Korean Drama:

You're beautiful

Accumulated time: More than enough hours to spend outside spending $1000 over.

; The day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.

Lately the trend of taking pictures is to look down and flash their fake eyelashes.

So instead of taking pictures of your face, you took pictures of your eyelashes.

I kid you not, I don't get it.

Why for take pictures of only your eyelashes on your face while you can take pictures of only the eyelashes not on your face since you envy the long lashes.

Color them, looks nicer than only just black.

Its plain already, sheesh.

Maybe something like this.

I don't know? Be creative.

Since a lot of people have fake eyelashes why not make them spectacular instead of those boring and common ones? Stand out from the crowd yo!

Unless you don't have the guts then whatever.

I've been thinking to make my eyeliner thick again.

Cut my hair short and make me look like some JRocker again though.

But my long sideburns ):

Still re-considering.

Don't know if I should dye my hair or not.

Only 2 weeks.

Maybe no.

I'll be watching more anime then.

Since I'm still bored.

Maybe I'll play Rakion when I have totally nothing to watch.

Bye.

; You took a hammer to these walls, drive the memories down the halls.

In the city was a sinner.

; Baptized in the river, on my own.

Tomorrow's mummy's birthday.

Have to ask from my dad or my bro to lend me money to buy her present.

Oh well.

Pray to god that our side is all right.

Meeting Kamilia and Jiawen later at Causeway.

; "We die to live ; We live to die"

; Running through the monsoon, beyond the world till the end of time when the rain won't hurt.

Fighting the storm, into the blue. When I lose myself I think of you. Together we'll be running somewhere new, through the monsoon.

Tell me how you gonna breathe without me?

; So how do you expect me to live alone with just me?

Cause my world revolves around you.

It's so hard for me to breathe.

If I could rewind, back to the time.

Giving myself a personal mani.

Getting my nails, black again!

Baibai. :D

Replay, replay replay.

Replay, replay, replay.

; My heart yells in the face of inevitable goodbye.

; Everything I wanted, I was blind and I couldn't see.

The weight on my shoulders.

; The weight on my shoulders have just been lifted. I feel very content right now.

Spent the whole afternoon going out.

Went to Woodlands station and almost went into the ticketing station but I got caught in a survey and this 2 girls walked right up to me and asked me while I was listening to my earpiece, "Are you Singaporean?"

Me: "Uhh ya? -Nods head-"

1st girl: "Ohhhhh okay. You look so cute!"

Me: "Uhh thanks. -Confused-"

1st girl: "Your contacts are very nice!"

Me: "Thanks ?_? -Airhead-"

Girl: "Ok we're here to do a survey, if you would just follow us. -walks-"

Me: -Thinking- "This is gonna take up a lot of time."

For some reason, she kept saying that I'm very cute.

Anyway the survey is about health.

Being healthy yada yada yada.

Intro me some nutrition thingy and ask me to buy.

Deposited 5 bucks so that I could actually walk away from the horror.

But I'll reconsider.

HEHE.

Went to meet Gabe.

Apologized and had a random chat with him.

Apparently the weight on my shoulders have been lifted and I feel comfortable, again.

Although there's still something that bugs me, but I shouldn't interfere much.

Went to find Yanglin at TPY.

She and her manicure.

Then went to Dhoby to meet Sebas and Pangpang.

Played arcade awhile.

I kept playing bishi bashi.

Now my thumb's nerve is numb.

Went to Cineplex and bought tickets to the movie Marmaduke.

Waited for Jiawen to arrive, but we went in first, cause the movie already started.

Watch halfway Jiawen reached, so I went outside and fetched Jiawen in.

After movie, went back to virtualand and played bishi bashi again.

Went home after that.

So now here I am, having this long post.

Without any pictures or anything.

Truth is, I'm lazy to upload pictures.

So to conclude, most of my posts were short and paragraph-y when I'm in the mood to type.

Hehe.

I'll upload.

Soon.

But enjoy the scenery here.

I took it outside my window.

If I could see the future, and how this plays out.

; After going through this, it's easier to see the reason why.

Please don't crash and burn.

You're making things harder for me to actually see you go.

; In time, we'll find this was no surprise.

The world embraces which no one knows.

Daughtry - No surprise

(And I hope.. and I hope..)
I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I'm singing louder, I love how it sounds
'Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river, once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever.. just pushing it down
It felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to save
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wright and wrong, our memories
The whispering before we sleep,
Just one more thing that you can't keep

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The lovin' look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no..
as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
(Stayed til today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The lovin' look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
(And I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope..)

The smell and sight of bloodshed excites me.

Have fun, have loads of fun.

Choose somebody which spent lesser time with you rather than somebody which spent longer time with you.

Hahahaha.

Have loads of fun.

What a wise decision.

Don't need to bother much already.

I can sleep in peace.

No more only 4 hours of sleep.

Now I can sleep longer, I hope.

Tell me goodbye.

Let the pain fade away.

With the lips of an angel.

Its really good to hear your voice saying my name, it sounds so sweet.

Coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words it makes me weak.

And I, never wanna say goodbye.

But boy you make it hard to be faithful, with the lips of an angel.

Cheer up TAN JIAWEN.

I'll be there for you, even through the harsh times.

Now I see that you need me, I'll lend you a shoulder to lean on.

; "When you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me."

Thought so huh.