Only girl in the world.

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cause I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only one

Rihanna - Only Girl (In the world)

Bombard.

Its a freaking hot day today. I hate Sundays. Anyway, welcome back to Singapore, Yanglin.

Imma go shower.

Ahchoo!

Testing out v.88 on private server!

You don't know the half of it.

I wanted to cheer you up so much that you could actually lift off the heavy weight off of your shoulder. I guess I couldn't right?

Alice Nine - Eraser ~ Memoire D'une Fleur

The gloomy puppy that was abandoned in white sleep
It still can't move, I'll tie it up in the morning... so

My tears flow till I think I can't reach them
The anemone that withers, please don't forget
It'll turn into a butterfly whose colour doesn't fade and return to you someday
Sadness is erased, I want you to stay unchanged

I've forgotten everything, I don't want any changes in my recollections, but
If you become cloudy, I don't even need memories

Even if the colours of the seasons change, you stay the way you were at that time
The light pink flower petals of the avenue of cherry trees danced
The moment you finished climbing up the slope of sadness
At that time, even now, you are smiling, unchanged

I want to ask without crying
Just one selfish whim, just one wish, please grant it
Weaved from the flowers that you and I liked
The wreath and I, let us float on the water and flow

The gentle melody makes me slowly recollect, towards the goodbye without a promise

"Everlastingly"
Because I'll make you as strong as a thought I can't reach
The anemone that withers, please forget it
Don't ever stop smiling, that's how I like you
Sadness is erased, I want you to stay unchanged

She cried, Te Amo.

I wanna go out soon. Feel like going kbox. Up for it?

And she said, Te Amo

Then she put her hand on me waist.

I told her no

She cried, Te Amo

I said, let me go.

Her soul is crying

Without asking why

I said, Te Amo

Can anybody tell me what she said?

Don't it mean "I love you"

Think it means "I love you"

Serenade.

I soooooooooooooooooooo wanna learn how to control the steadiness of my hand to draw eyeliner :@. Okay, joking. Even though I polished my nails a few days ago, it started chipping off. Great. Black on both of my hands and red and black on my foot. It looks like poker cards to me. LOL. Ok whatever. Imma rip my jeans sooner or later and making it into ripped jeans. -Yay!-

I'm actually pretty bored right now cause I've absolutely nothing to do and my grandma's living in my house for a week. -Oh great ._.- Apparently, (not to be mean) I hate my relatives on my mother's side ever since I was young, so you can't really blame me for not socializing with them because, well. I hate them.

I know I've lost my readers and nobody's reading this blog except, me. But ya, I'll try to get back my readers though :o.

Ought to forget.

It's high time I said goodbye.

Sayonara.

500th post.

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
Won't tell anybody, won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall down

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
Won't tell anybody, won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall they want to see us fall

Hi, and bye.

Ring-a-ling-a-ding-a-dong.

Romanji Lyrics

watashino koi wo higekino Juliet ni shinaide
kokokara tsuredashite...

sonna kibun yo

papa to mama ni oyasuminasai
seizei ii yumewo minasai
otona wa mou neru jikan yo

musekaeru miwakuno caramel
hajiraino suashiwo karameru
konya wa doko made ikeruno?

kamitsukanide, yasasiku shite
nigaimono wa mada kirainano
mama no tsukuru okashi bakari tabeta seine

shiranai kotoga arunonaraba
shiritaito omou futsuu desho?
zenbu miseteyo
anatani naraba misete ageruno watashino...

zutto koishikute Cinderella
seifuku dakede kakete ikuwa
mahouyo jikanwo tometeyo
warui hitoni jamasarechauwa

nigeda shitaino Juliet
demo sono namaede yobanaide
souyone musubare nakuchane
soujanaito tanoshikunaiwa

nee watashito ikite kureru?

senobiwo shita nagai mascara
iikoni maruyo kitto asukara
ima dake watashi wo yurushite

kuroi lace no kyoukaisen
mamoru hitowa kyouwa imasen
koetara dokomade ikeruno?

kamitsuku hodoni itai hodoni
sukini nattetano wa watashi desho
papa wa demone anatano koto kirai mitai

watashino tameto sashidasu teni
nigitteru sore wa kubi wa desho
tsuredashite yo watashino Romeo
shikarareru hodo tookue

kanega narihibiku Cinderella
glas no kutsuwa oite ikuwa
dakarane hayaku mitsuketene
warui yumeni jirasare chauwa

kitto anokomo soudatta
otoshita nante usowo tsuita
souyone watashimo onajiyo
datte motto aisare taiwa

hora watashi wa kokoni iruyo

watashino kokoro sotto nozoite mimasenka
hoshii monodake afurekaette imasenka
mada betsubarayo motto motto gyutto tsumekonde
isso anatano ibasho mademo umete shimaouka

demo soreja ima naino

oukina hako yori chiisana hakoni shiawase wa arurashii
doushiyou konomamaja watashi wa
anatani kiraware chauwa

demo watashi yori yokubarina papa to mama wa kyoumo kawarazu
souyone sunaode iinone
otoshitanowa kin no ono deshita

uso tsukisugita Cinderella
ookami ni taberareta rashii
doushiyou konomamaja watashimo
itsukawa taberare chauwa

sono maeni tasukeni kitene


English Lyrics

don't let my love becomes like the Juliets tragedy
take me away from here

thats the kind of feeling

father and mother please go to sleep
wish you have a good dream
it's the time where adults should be sleeping

the enchanted caramel that'll make you choke
bound it with my embarrassing bare foot
how far will we proceed tonight?

don't bite me, Treat me gentlely
I don't like bitter things yet
probably because I always ate those sweets that mother made

if there are things that we don't know
we'll try to understand, aren't that normal?
Ill let you see everything
because its you, so Ill let you see my

I always wanted to be like Cinderella
running out with just the uniform
magic, please stop the time
if not, those bad people will come interfere

the Juliet that wan't to get away
but please don't call me by that name
that's right, we'll have to be together
if not, then it won't be happy

so, want to live with me?

the eyelashes that become longer because of the mascara
I promise I'll become a good girl tomorrow
So forgive me for now

the borderline of black lace
today, the people guarding it is not here
if we cross that, where will we end up?

feels like biting, feels like feeling pain
it's me that ended up loving you until like that right?
father seems doesn't like you

they say that the hands that you spread out for me
is holding a collar right?
take me away, my Romeo
so far until we'll get scolded

Cinderella that heard the bell ringing
placed the glass slippers and leave
so please find out faster
if not, I'll be worried because of the nightmares

that girl is like that isn't it?
lied that I lost it
that's right, I'm also like that
that's because I want to be loved more

see, I'm right here

do you want to take a peek into my heart?
things you want is overflowing right?
but I still can hold, so fill me with even more stuffs
ah yes, why not even fill up the place you are at now?

but that'll become meaningless

compare with a big box
seems like happiness is found in a small box
how now? if this continues
you'll start to hate me

but father and mother that are even greedier than me havent change up until now
thats right, just be honest to ourselves
the axe I drop into the lake is the golden axe

the Cinderella that lied too much
seems like she is going to be eaten by the big bad wolf
how now? if this continues
I'll probably be eaten up one day too

save me before that day comes, okay?

I miss you.

Stop deluding yourself, making yourself alone.

I hate it.

I hate why you keep trying to face things alone. I hate that you kept things to yourself. I hate the fact that you are going through this ordeal by yourself and not asking me to come for your aid. I hate the reasons why you wouldn't want me to help and eventually kept yourself away from this world. You mean that, I'm not going to be useful to you to help you?

I'm waiting. I'm still waiting. I'm tired of waiting. But why am I waiting? What am I waiting for?

I've no idea.

Hello, reality check?

I didn't play games in my comp these few days. I've been playing with my PSP the whole time. Now I'm about to play for awhile at this time, and you're not letting me because it's late? As if I will wake you all up with banging noises? Hello? I'm using a headphone. Not loudspeakers. My room is facing the outdoors, not the other block? Would I flash my lights at them to disturb their sleep? Come on la. I'm in the wrong to play during the midnight? What if I'm nocturnal? You also can't do anything about it. -_-

Lips of an angel

Hinder - Lips Of An Angel

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

This song reminds me of something that I don't wish to, you know, remember. Anyway, I wanted to cut my hair today. But due to some conditions, I am not going to cut. Cancelled the trip to cut my hair. AGAIN. Should wait 1 or 2 days to make a trip there to cut. I'm finding shops with easy to put on and remove extensions. Anywhere to get it? Please tell me ):

Reporter

Report everything that you've seen? Thought so. Nah. I found the perfect guy just for you! It really fits every aspect that you wanted. You shouldn't pry much. Will introduce to you ASAP. No problemo.

Persona Portable 3 is boring at first in the starting as you can't explore much. But once you get the hang of it, its kinda fun. Finding more psp games to play. Been getting bored with my computer. Nothing exciting happens. Not yet though.

Even though you may annoy me and irritate me most of the time, but you're kinda enthusiastic when introducing me the game to play and you're keen to teach me how to play even though I kept on complaining and complaining and whining that I do not know how to play and eventually died. Thanks B!

Well slept

Comparing the days between yesterday and today, I slept well today. Mom didn't try to wake me up much because she saw my horrid look yesterday because I didn't sleep well and my muscles are aching ever since Friday. Apparently, my shoulders are still aching, but I can manage. Its been getting very warm lately and I hate it. Moreover the sun is blazing above my head when I sleep because my bed is facing the window. How great. Heading towards Marsiling later to get the game that Bryan keep on nagging me to. I totally wish Jiawen and Yanglin can stay overnight today at my house cause I've been dying to have them stay here a night at least for this year.

I'm still sleepy and I'm sneezing. Wee. LOL.

Depression

Been depressing myself lately. With the aid of Bryan, he's trying to stop me. Thanks for trying, it worked, for a moment though. When I'm depressed, I either just stare at the ceiling or listen to a even depressing song. By that song, it makes me feel suffocated. At least, just easing my mind to forget what I was thinking about though. It kinda works. But I'm really suffocating.

I've been through the worst days of my life and I don't want it to continue all over again and again. I just wished history wouldn't repeat, so that I wouldn't have to be traumatized and having that "fear" look again. I ceased that history to repeat itself so I wouldn't have to go through such grief again. If you're reading this, I'm sorry. But half of what I said at facebook aren't you. So don't be so meddle headed thinking that all of what I said are towards you. But what I am not apologizing for is the fact that you are trying to make history repeat itself over again and it almost made me want to bang my head on the wall because my head's been pounding a lot lately. Its like an endless cycle you just can't get rid of. So I tried to push you away. Not knowing that you're always on my mind.

You should be happy by now. I should be content. But I've to kick the habit of remembering things I shouldn't, but to remember the things that I should or hold on to dearly. The rain's gloomy, but at least. It hid what I was not supposed to show. After all, the rain does come in handy at some point of time.