Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
Felt like heaven's touch.
Schooled, then came back home.
Did D&T homework.
So now doing English and Chinese.
It's a drag though.
Posting a lyric.
This song is sweet though.
Charice feat Iyaz - Pyramid
Stones, heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock we hold
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can shake us
Cyclones can break us
Hurricanes can take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Cold, never ever wear any clothes
We will never let it fall
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step you took we've grown
Look how fast our time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
They're going down in history
Earthquakes can shake us
Cyclones can break us
Hurricanes can take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, call me up, oh oh oh oh oh
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, call me up, oh oh oh oh
Pyramid, keep it going
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Pyramid, pyramid, pyramid, pyramid
Pyramid, pyramid, pyramid
Did D&T homework.
So now doing English and Chinese.
It's a drag though.
Posting a lyric.
This song is sweet though.
Charice feat Iyaz - Pyramid
Stones, heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock we hold
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can shake us
Cyclones can break us
Hurricanes can take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Cold, never ever wear any clothes
We will never let it fall
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step you took we've grown
Look how fast our time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
They're going down in history
Earthquakes can shake us
Cyclones can break us
Hurricanes can take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, call me up, oh oh oh oh oh
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, just just like that
Call me up, call me up, oh oh oh oh
Pyramid, keep it going
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Pyramid, pyramid, pyramid, pyramid
Pyramid, pyramid, pyramid
Labels: heavens touch
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Faggots
Recently been seeing people buying the exact same top which I have which hardly anyone has.
Fucked up copycats.
Don't you have any sense of originality?
Please la.
Coming in audition is now a really fucked up situation, looking at people buying the exact same thing as what you have. ._.
Fucked up copycats.
Don't you have any sense of originality?
Please la.
Coming in audition is now a really fucked up situation, looking at people buying the exact same thing as what you have. ._.
Labels: faggots
Proclaimed self conclusions
Went out like around 4pm.
Met Jiawen in Yishun and Hideki in Angmokio.
Went to buy contacts.
Went to eat.
Hideki went home cause he ain't feeling well. Get well soon love.
Went to cube.
Saw a few people.
Went to use laptop. Played with Jiawen. Went to Macs, and headed home.
Ohya. I'm looking for visors.
Not the ones you go into a sports shop or something. Something to wear out.
Like this.
Or something plain like this. Looks nice.
(look at the lead singer's visor, chio man <3)
Met Jiawen in Yishun and Hideki in Angmokio.
Went to buy contacts.
Went to eat.
Hideki went home cause he ain't feeling well. Get well soon love.
Went to cube.
Saw a few people.
Went to use laptop. Played with Jiawen. Went to Macs, and headed home.
Ohya. I'm looking for visors.
Not the ones you go into a sports shop or something. Something to wear out.
Like this.
Or something plain like this. Looks nice.
(look at the lead singer's visor, chio man <3)
Labels: concequences
Saturday, March 27, 2010
So Long, Halcyon Days
Just woke up. Nothing much to do.
Waiting for people to wake up so we could actually well, go out.
I'm hoping to get extra money to buy my contacts though.
Wish me luck.
I don't wanna go out wearing my specs.
I realized my posts got shorter.
Nothing to post. That's why. Happy looking at these short posts then.
Waiting for people to wake up so we could actually well, go out.
I'm hoping to get extra money to buy my contacts though.
Wish me luck.
I don't wanna go out wearing my specs.
I realized my posts got shorter.
Nothing to post. That's why. Happy looking at these short posts then.
Labels: so long halcyon days
Friday, March 26, 2010
Promises are so hard to imply.
Make believe, I see no truth beyond your lies.
Here I am, finding a way through.
Thoughtless, nevertheless, making sure every single step is the correct path towards my true life to fly from.
End-
Here I am, finding a way through.
Thoughtless, nevertheless, making sure every single step is the correct path towards my true life to fly from.
End-
Labels: Hearts to my content
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Motivational talk, day 3
Can't post right now. Got to go out. Tomorrow posting pictures.
Labels: busy
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Motivational talk, day 2
Tired. Damn tired.
The speaker made my cry, out loud.
Okay I'm going to go sleep soon.
Bye.
When you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright. with you right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise, when you look me in the eyes.
The speaker made my cry, out loud.
Okay I'm going to go sleep soon.
Bye.
When you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright. with you right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise, when you look me in the eyes.
Labels: when you look me in the eys\es
Monday, March 22, 2010
Motivational talk, day 1
Fun, when I came back from that camp, I was high.
Indeed, H.I.G.H
Okay I started having different kinds of accents which I have totally no idea why am I speaking with those accents.
Nothing much.
I have to sit there the next 14 hours tomorrow.
Wish me luck yo.
Indeed, H.I.G.H
Okay I started having different kinds of accents which I have totally no idea why am I speaking with those accents.
Nothing much.
I have to sit there the next 14 hours tomorrow.
Wish me luck yo.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Where is hope
I like the lyrics from the song Big Bang - Heaven.
The part where G-Dragon sings: Skys, stars and my heaven.
Sounds romantic, don'tcha think?
Apparently mom is making a fuss that dad didn't come home last night.
Brother is irritated by it and went to work, straight.
Leaving me at home, and she is venting her frustrations on moi.
Apparently I don't care much because I don't want to get affected by it, since tomorrow is the start of school.
I'm not doing my homework much though, opened up maths and saw the first question and I was at lost.
On the contrary, I've shortage of foolscap.
So I can't really do anything much.
But I'll try then.
About yesterday -
Went out by myself, headed to cube.
Waited for Dan and Jiawen and Desmond.
Saw quite a number possibly "new" people if I'm not wrong though.
I only know a few people there.
Xinkai, Kenny, HidekiShuya, Leon, Jialat, Pomrak-ter, Skyheaven, Melvin and Andre, oh ya not to mention, Alvin.
Just played cube the whole time.
Jiawen played with me L4D2, kinda fun.
She kept hitting this person. It's funny.
I've just realised my earpiece broke.
13 bucks flew off from my wallet ):
Currently putting new songs into my playlist.
But there's one particular lyric I want to post.
2pm - Tired of Waiting
Im getting tired of waiting
You know
Do you know how I feel?
Im getting tired of waiting
Do you still remember me?
Even as a day goes by, I cant forget you
Even if a month goes by, I cant let you go
Do you know that I still want you?
Im going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
Im waiting
Im getting tired of waiting
It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Im just getting tired, Im just getting tired
I fall asleep in case I see you
Im still waiting for you
A month could pass and I wouldnt forget you
A year could pass and I wouldnt let you go
Do you know how I feel?
Im going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
Im waiting
Im getting tired of waiting
It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Im just getting tired, Im just getting tired
{RAP}
My head feels so complicated, I could explode
Im waiting and waiting but no word from you
Theres no way you could leave because of me
Its so hard for me right now, so hard for me
Ill wait even if its a year
Ill wait even if its 10 years
I dont care if I get tired of waiting for you
Im going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
Im waiting
Im getting tired of waiting
Actually, I italliac those for fun. HAHAHA. Do not get the wrong meaning of it.
This song is nice. :x
Or maybe it has my nickname in it.
Well, I don't give a damn cause this song is nice.
Labels: This is a song of honesty
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Just you and me, we'll make history.
Going out somehow.
Waiting for Jiawen to wake up.
My stomach is grumbling.
Roar.
I'm tired.
Epic.
Whatever I do, also kena commented by my mother.
I watch tv, also want to kpkb.
Play psp, also want kpkb.
I use computer also kpkb.
I do this also kpkb, I do that also kpkb.
What can I do then you can shut up man?
Just for once lah.
Walao she herself watch tv, no problem.
I watch tv, you want kp.
Nao hia cb.
Irritated that you everyday kp me.
Now whatever I do you also want kpkb.
I don't want to eat you also lanlan.
I don't want to go down you masi laolan.
I do everything you want xialan.
I want fight back you say I guailan.
Walao. Epic la.
zzzzzzz
Waiting for Jiawen to wake up.
My stomach is grumbling.
Roar.
I'm tired.
Epic.
Whatever I do, also kena commented by my mother.
I watch tv, also want to kpkb.
Play psp, also want kpkb.
I use computer also kpkb.
I do this also kpkb, I do that also kpkb.
What can I do then you can shut up man?
Just for once lah.
Walao she herself watch tv, no problem.
I watch tv, you want kp.
Nao hia cb.
Irritated that you everyday kp me.
Now whatever I do you also want kpkb.
I don't want to eat you also lanlan.
I don't want to go down you masi laolan.
I do everything you want xialan.
I want fight back you say I guailan.
Walao. Epic la.
zzzzzzz
Labels: lets make history
Friday, March 19, 2010
Hello, my love.
Played audition the whole day.
In fact, these few days, I've been playing audition non-stop.
Kinda fun when you're playing with friends.
Nothing much though.
I kept on saying: Hi, my love ;flow to people.
LOL.
Its fun.
HAHAHA.
I've been looking through my phone, and I really saw my change when I was in secondary 2 till now.
Changed my attitude, my look, but still, not my personality.
I've got numbers on my hands.
LOL!
In fact, these few days, I've been playing audition non-stop.
Kinda fun when you're playing with friends.
Nothing much though.
I kept on saying: Hi, my love ;flow to people.
LOL.
Its fun.
HAHAHA.
I've been looking through my phone, and I really saw my change when I was in secondary 2 till now.
Changed my attitude, my look, but still, not my personality.
I've got numbers on my hands.
LOL!
Labels: hi my love
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Fiesta moment
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Activate! Kitty powers!
Okay that title is random.
I forgot to blog HEHEHE.
Yesterday -
Went to tutorial for English.
Nothing much to do.
Prefixes, suffixes and checking files.
Went home and changed and went out with Jia Hui to meet Vicky and her friends, and surprisingly, Vicky's potential patching up boyfriend.
Reached Jurong East and walked and walked and walked.
Waited and waited.
Then they came.
Then Vicky's "boyfriend" saw her, and eventually walked some where else.
If I'm not wrong, I sorta saw Bryan Chan :@
Stop denying. ITS CLEARLY HIM LO.
But I only saw the back. Not the front.
HAHAHA.
Anyway, on my way to IMM, I sorta twisted or sprained my leg.
Then my vein was like pulling.
Then inside IMM, daiso, I tried to move my leg like how I sprained.
But it end up worse.
Didn't hurt much really.
So I kept on walking.
Then went a few rounds of walking, then went to Dhoby Gaught.
Took back my 2-weeks-old-forgotten-IC in cube and headed straight down to Bedok.
Found Dan and his dog.
Waited for Jiawen to come.
Then end up need to walk to another side.
Then saw Jiawen with Andrew.
Slack awhile then Andrew go alr.
Then me Jiawen and Dan walk a bit a bit.
Dan help me carry my bag and file.
LOL keep say: Don't say I very bad. See? I help you carry leh.
Then we walked and hunted for food.
After eating, Pangpang came.
Then its like we're walking and walking.
Walk until park, then reservoir then fishing jetty.
Then we slacked there awhile, and went home.
Apparently I've walked a lot yesterday which I should not be walking.
Reached home, saw my foot swollen.
Played audition till almost 4am in the morning, then slept.
Today -
Woke up and went to Yishun to see the Chinese or China doctor.
Good thing is, the pain is not so serious right now.
Bad thing is, I was laughing like mad, in the shop.
He was pressing my veins, literally.
AND ITS NOT JUST ANY PRESSING. IT'S HARDCORE PRESSING.
I laughed and laughed while he pressed.
I don't know why I kept laughing.
The pain makes me laugh.
Until now its still haunting me.
ALTHOUGH THAT MAN IS OLD, HE HAS A LOT OF STRENGTH MAN.
DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE HIM.
IT REALLY HURTS A LOT.
(ticklish too, for me though HAHA)
Then he said that he must take out a bit of blood out of my foot because my leg is really swollen.
So I thought he was gonna use a needle to poke, but instead he used some kind of suction thing.
It was like magic, sucking my skin, and taking out the tube, and poof!
There's droplets of blood oozing out.
Although it looks disgusting, but I seriously don't know how my blood came out like that. HAHAHA.
Then I stand up, wobbling.
I can't really walk properly.
I still have to eat medication in order for my blood to flow properly.
Poor me.
LOL.
That's about it then.
Oh ya.
Thanks Bryan for pei-ing me sms till almost the way home.
LOL.
Though I'm still constantly whining and whining right now, but I can manage.
SOMEHOW.
LOL
Oh ya, I'm the one and only Nana who has kitty powers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kitty powers, activate!!!!
My heart sank, so deep.
I forgot to blog HEHEHE.
Yesterday -
Went to tutorial for English.
Nothing much to do.
Prefixes, suffixes and checking files.
Went home and changed and went out with Jia Hui to meet Vicky and her friends, and surprisingly, Vicky's potential patching up boyfriend.
Reached Jurong East and walked and walked and walked.
Waited and waited.
Then they came.
Then Vicky's "boyfriend" saw her, and eventually walked some where else.
If I'm not wrong, I sorta saw Bryan Chan :@
Stop denying. ITS CLEARLY HIM LO.
But I only saw the back. Not the front.
HAHAHA.
Anyway, on my way to IMM, I sorta twisted or sprained my leg.
Then my vein was like pulling.
Then inside IMM, daiso, I tried to move my leg like how I sprained.
But it end up worse.
Didn't hurt much really.
So I kept on walking.
Then went a few rounds of walking, then went to Dhoby Gaught.
Took back my 2-weeks-old-forgotten-IC in cube and headed straight down to Bedok.
Found Dan and his dog.
Waited for Jiawen to come.
Then end up need to walk to another side.
Then saw Jiawen with Andrew.
Slack awhile then Andrew go alr.
Then me Jiawen and Dan walk a bit a bit.
Dan help me carry my bag and file.
LOL keep say: Don't say I very bad. See? I help you carry leh.
Then we walked and hunted for food.
After eating, Pangpang came.
Then its like we're walking and walking.
Walk until park, then reservoir then fishing jetty.
Then we slacked there awhile, and went home.
Apparently I've walked a lot yesterday which I should not be walking.
Reached home, saw my foot swollen.
Played audition till almost 4am in the morning, then slept.
Today -
Woke up and went to Yishun to see the Chinese or China doctor.
Good thing is, the pain is not so serious right now.
Bad thing is, I was laughing like mad, in the shop.
He was pressing my veins, literally.
AND ITS NOT JUST ANY PRESSING. IT'S HARDCORE PRESSING.
I laughed and laughed while he pressed.
I don't know why I kept laughing.
The pain makes me laugh.
Until now its still haunting me.
ALTHOUGH THAT MAN IS OLD, HE HAS A LOT OF STRENGTH MAN.
DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE HIM.
IT REALLY HURTS A LOT.
(ticklish too, for me though HAHA)
Then he said that he must take out a bit of blood out of my foot because my leg is really swollen.
So I thought he was gonna use a needle to poke, but instead he used some kind of suction thing.
It was like magic, sucking my skin, and taking out the tube, and poof!
There's droplets of blood oozing out.
Although it looks disgusting, but I seriously don't know how my blood came out like that. HAHAHA.
Then I stand up, wobbling.
I can't really walk properly.
I still have to eat medication in order for my blood to flow properly.
Poor me.
LOL.
That's about it then.
Oh ya.
Thanks Bryan for pei-ing me sms till almost the way home.
LOL.
Though I'm still constantly whining and whining right now, but I can manage.
SOMEHOW.
LOL
Oh ya, I'm the one and only Nana who has kitty powers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kitty powers, activate!!!!
My heart sank, so deep.
Labels: kitty powers
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Socialite.
Getting more socialized with people.
;flow.
To Minbin didi.
I not emo la.
Anyhow think only.
LOL.
You yourself, don't always so sad ok?
Cheer up.
Got jiejie support you, very good alr. ;flow
I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again.
;flow.
To Minbin didi.
I not emo la.
Anyhow think only.
LOL.
You yourself, don't always so sad ok?
Cheer up.
Got jiejie support you, very good alr. ;flow
I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again.
Labels: Wings of a falling butterfly
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Crimson lotus
Living this, I cannot compare.
For else, I would, share my greatest fear.
I share my utmost depression among these.
To count my shudders, it would be infinity.
Prescribe them, being my one and only entity.
Shoving away the world which stands before me.
It is, I shall, call it destiny.
Till then, I miss, my eternity.
For else, I would, share my greatest fear.
I share my utmost depression among these.
To count my shudders, it would be infinity.
Prescribe them, being my one and only entity.
Shoving away the world which stands before me.
It is, I shall, call it destiny.
Till then, I miss, my eternity.
Labels: There is a rain of sadness.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Damn stressed.
Damn sian.
Damn sian.
Damn sian.
I want to give up already.
Enough comparison, enough comments.
Stop looking down on me as if I'm a failure in my life.
If I can't study, then I can't. So be it.
Don't have to say that I'd fail everything.
I'm damn stressed already.
I feel like quitting everything.
Tired of my emotions, tired of my miserable thoughts.
Damn sian.
Damn sian.
I want to give up already.
Enough comparison, enough comments.
Stop looking down on me as if I'm a failure in my life.
If I can't study, then I can't. So be it.
Don't have to say that I'd fail everything.
I'm damn stressed already.
I feel like quitting everything.
Tired of my emotions, tired of my miserable thoughts.
Labels: Tired. Seriously.
The truth speaks out for thee, as it seems though.
Nothing to post.
Best friend arrived at the wrong time.
Very excellent choice of timing.
I hate you so.
Even if everything's done, you can't change what cannot be undone.
The future awaits for everything.
So get set, get up, and go.
Grab everything you can, cause this is gonna be a bumpy ride, brother.
Best friend arrived at the wrong time.
Very excellent choice of timing.
I hate you so.
Even if everything's done, you can't change what cannot be undone.
The future awaits for everything.
So get set, get up, and go.
Grab everything you can, cause this is gonna be a bumpy ride, brother.
Labels: i watched sunsets in your eyes
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Satisfy the world's content.
Throat is sore like no tomorrow.
I've got flem.
Getting sick soon.
Kept coughing badly.
Nothing to post.
I hope my throat gets better soon.
Very hard to talk and breathe.
My throat hurts a lot.
I've got flem.
Getting sick soon.
Kept coughing badly.
Nothing to post.
I hope my throat gets better soon.
Very hard to talk and breathe.
My throat hurts a lot.
Labels: Eclipse
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
No duobt.
Just came back from school after cutting my hair.
Wasn't feeling well.
So there.
I walk on my own two feet.
If you chose to be quiet, so be it.
I'm still your somehow close-to-kin.
Whatever the reasons you choose, I won't be rational.
Surely I wasn't much of a need.
Till then, I will never be the same.
If we ever meet again.
So then, may you be blissful.
I shall interfere, no more.
Wasn't feeling well.
So there.
I walk on my own two feet.
If you chose to be quiet, so be it.
I'm still your somehow close-to-kin.
Whatever the reasons you choose, I won't be rational.
Surely I wasn't much of a need.
Till then, I will never be the same.
If we ever meet again.
So then, may you be blissful.
I shall interfere, no more.
Labels: I stand my last farewell.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Perhaps
Results came out.
Both Chinese and Maths get overall over 30% but lesser than 35%.
Science I got Distinction.
Kinda happy.
Total I have about 12 points if I add up with combined science, English, design & technology and combined humanities.
If I passed maths, I get c5 or c6, I might go on to "O" Levels next year.
Hopefully I'll manage.
Dad bought a new bed for me.
Though its not queen sized, like the one before.
But that bed was taking up a lot of space.
So this new bed was like half-couch, half-bed.
So it gave in a hell lot of space.
Dad even bought me a new TV and the TV's coming in tomorrow.
Excited, I think.
The Japanese drama I'm currently watching now is Koizora.
Really sweet story.
I like it, a lot.
Perhaps to your eyes, I'm invisible.
Both Chinese and Maths get overall over 30% but lesser than 35%.
Science I got Distinction.
Kinda happy.
Total I have about 12 points if I add up with combined science, English, design & technology and combined humanities.
If I passed maths, I get c5 or c6, I might go on to "O" Levels next year.
Hopefully I'll manage.
Dad bought a new bed for me.
Though its not queen sized, like the one before.
But that bed was taking up a lot of space.
So this new bed was like half-couch, half-bed.
So it gave in a hell lot of space.
Dad even bought me a new TV and the TV's coming in tomorrow.
Excited, I think.
The Japanese drama I'm currently watching now is Koizora.
Really sweet story.
I like it, a lot.
Perhaps to your eyes, I'm invisible.
Labels: Swallowtail on the death valley
Monday, March 8, 2010
Miserable.
For once and for most.
I really wanted to be quiet.
I just can't seem to keep my mouth shut.
Not cut out to be quiet.
Today really pissed me off a hell lot.
I can't believe I kept ranting and ranting to myself in my thoughts.
Frustration is pulling me towards anxiety.
Well, one thing's for sure.
I've decided to actually go semi-active in audition.
The more I play, the more I hate audition.
Cause there's like millions of people I hate in there.
The more I see them, the more irritated I get.
I feel like walking out of the house right now, and staying outside.
I don't feel like staying home for the moment.
I don't know why.
I seem, frustrated only.
Daughtry - No surprise
(And I hope.. and I hope..)
I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I'm singing louder, I love how it sounds
'Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
It came out like a river, once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever.. just pushing it down
It felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to save
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The lovin' look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no..
as no surprise
If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why
It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
(Stayed til today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The lovin' look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
(And I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope..)
私は継続する理由がない。私は他の人へのビューで成功しようとしていた。私はあなたの心と魂、あるいは、どのようにこれまでにない場所だ。すべての私は今は、ただ黙っているとした後に、何らかの方法で見ている。
I really wanted to be quiet.
I just can't seem to keep my mouth shut.
Not cut out to be quiet.
Today really pissed me off a hell lot.
I can't believe I kept ranting and ranting to myself in my thoughts.
Frustration is pulling me towards anxiety.
Well, one thing's for sure.
I've decided to actually go semi-active in audition.
The more I play, the more I hate audition.
Cause there's like millions of people I hate in there.
The more I see them, the more irritated I get.
I feel like walking out of the house right now, and staying outside.
I don't feel like staying home for the moment.
I don't know why.
I seem, frustrated only.
Daughtry - No surprise
(And I hope.. and I hope..)
I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I'm singing louder, I love how it sounds
'Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
It came out like a river, once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever.. just pushing it down
It felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to save
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The lovin' look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no..
as no surprise
If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why
It's no surprise.. I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed til today
(Stayed til today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The lovin' look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
(And I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope.. and I hope..)
私は継続する理由がない。私は他の人へのビューで成功しようとしていた。私はあなたの心と魂、あるいは、どのようにこれまでにない場所だ。すべての私は今は、ただ黙っているとした後に、何らかの方法で見ている。
Labels: frustration kills
Sunday, March 7, 2010
I had my share of fun. Now it's time to get quiet.
Watching bleach the whole day.
Racing, racing and racing towards 200th episode soon.
Somehow.
HAHA.
Gonna cut hair around March Holidays.
I don't wanna cut my sideburns.
Damn chio like no tomorrow.
LOL.
I'm planning to cut back spikes.
Instead of cutting slope.
Ha-ha-ha.
Sure is fun having spiking spikes again.
I wanna meet Syarafina.
Very long didn't see her already.
Kinda missed her, a lot.
For the night, I pray this silence would not break.
Replenish my weakness, I pray thee.
Guide me through, I wish.
Days left unseen, days I run over.
Crucify my sorrows, I ask for thee.
Till then, fate draws closer to destruction, it seems.
Minus the fact that I went through distress calls, heaven does not sit upon me.
Up there, somehow.
I hope, there is a cure for dismantled dreams.
Clear this invisible wall, blocking towards my happiness.
Seize the chance for victory, I demand.
One day, you will turn back your words.
Face the time, before you decay.
(Random post) HAHA.
I don't know why.
But the paragraph on top of this, reflects on the GazettE's song titles.
Funny you see.
The GazettE -
Dark Long Night
Crucify Sorrow
Distress and coma
The Invisible Wall
Before I decay
Ok bye. LOL
Racing, racing and racing towards 200th episode soon.
Somehow.
HAHA.
Gonna cut hair around March Holidays.
I don't wanna cut my sideburns.
Damn chio like no tomorrow.
LOL.
I'm planning to cut back spikes.
Instead of cutting slope.
Ha-ha-ha.
Sure is fun having spiking spikes again.
I wanna meet Syarafina.
Very long didn't see her already.
Kinda missed her, a lot.
For the night, I pray this silence would not break.
Replenish my weakness, I pray thee.
Guide me through, I wish.
Days left unseen, days I run over.
Crucify my sorrows, I ask for thee.
Till then, fate draws closer to destruction, it seems.
Minus the fact that I went through distress calls, heaven does not sit upon me.
Up there, somehow.
I hope, there is a cure for dismantled dreams.
Clear this invisible wall, blocking towards my happiness.
Seize the chance for victory, I demand.
One day, you will turn back your words.
Face the time, before you decay.
(Random post) HAHA.
I don't know why.
But the paragraph on top of this, reflects on the GazettE's song titles.
Funny you see.
The GazettE -
Dark Long Night
Crucify Sorrow
Distress and coma
The Invisible Wall
Before I decay
Ok bye. LOL
Labels: seize the chance for no tomorrow
F.U.N
F is for friends who do stuff together.
U is for you and me.
N is for anywhere and anytime at all.
and here in the deep blue sea.
F is for fire that burns down the whole town.
U is for Uranium, bombs.
N is for no survivors!
WHEN YOU (Plankton!)
Went out to Dhoby with Jiawen, Dan, Minbin didi, Alvin and Jiawen's friend.
Kept walking up and down today, sorta.
My legs and arms were numb.
Seriously numb.
I had a headache during the whole trip.
Wore my contacts too long.
Eyeliner smudged, making me look like a zombie on my way home.
Like I have huge black eyes.
Doesn't matter. I had a time of my life.
Now, off to sleep.
E is for emotional, ruins everybody's life.
M is for miserable people.
O is on the dark side.
Cause we have some fresh cookies (Cookies!)
U is for you and me.
N is for anywhere and anytime at all.
and here in the deep blue sea.
F is for fire that burns down the whole town.
U is for Uranium, bombs.
N is for no survivors!
WHEN YOU (Plankton!)
Went out to Dhoby with Jiawen, Dan, Minbin didi, Alvin and Jiawen's friend.
Kept walking up and down today, sorta.
My legs and arms were numb.
Seriously numb.
I had a headache during the whole trip.
Wore my contacts too long.
Eyeliner smudged, making me look like a zombie on my way home.
Like I have huge black eyes.
Doesn't matter. I had a time of my life.
Now, off to sleep.
E is for emotional, ruins everybody's life.
M is for miserable people.
O is on the dark side.
Cause we have some fresh cookies (Cookies!)
Labels: puppy-fied
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Silence, don't get decieved.
Going out later.
I don't really want to talk much.
I have absolutely nothing to talk about.
Fear not, this silence would not harm anybody.
Instead, it will cause distress to others minds.
I would avenge my fall. I don't give up so easily, but for now. I just needed time to quieten myself.
By the way, Happy birthday to DesmondChia, dingdong.
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
I don't really want to talk much.
I have absolutely nothing to talk about.
Fear not, this silence would not harm anybody.
Instead, it will cause distress to others minds.
I would avenge my fall. I don't give up so easily, but for now. I just needed time to quieten myself.
By the way, Happy birthday to DesmondChia, dingdong.
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
Labels: avenger
Friday, March 5, 2010
Contractivity.
Ow, my legs are aching.
I wanna watch TV.
Bye.
Edit / 2139
Oh just fuck off.
Everywhere I go or see, I see you.
Fuck off from my sight.
The sight of you, irritates me.
Zzzzzz
I wanna watch TV.
Bye.
Edit / 2139
Oh just fuck off.
Everywhere I go or see, I see you.
Fuck off from my sight.
The sight of you, irritates me.
Zzzzzz
Labels: considence
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Distorted daytime
If the rain would wash
all those bad memories away.
I'll be very glad.
all those bad memories away.
I'll be very glad.
Nothing much at school.
This morning ran 2.4km.
Samuel kept saying that I couldn't make it.
Epic.
Years, months, days, hours, minutes, seconds all pass by so fast, so easily.
If I'd choose one day to completely stop the time,
I'd choose the perfect moment, to have everything with me.
By me, for me, with me, and always mine.
This morning ran 2.4km.
Samuel kept saying that I couldn't make it.
Epic.
Years, months, days, hours, minutes, seconds all pass by so fast, so easily.
If I'd choose one day to completely stop the time,
I'd choose the perfect moment, to have everything with me.
By me, for me, with me, and always mine.
Labels: Distorted daytime
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Out of the way to find possibilities unsure, unsecured.
You kill the sunshine,
I'll pour the rain.
Don'tcha wish you'd paint the whole world filled with colors?
Each colors you choose represents a side of you.
Blue - Sad
Red - Angry
Green - Jealousy
Yellow - Cheerful
Purple - You're gay!
Grey - Moody
Black - Oh-so-emo
White - Mad? LOL
It's sorta like that then.
I sorta missed 17.
Somehow though.
Oh well.
You can't undo what cannot be undone.
I'll pour the rain.
Don'tcha wish you'd paint the whole world filled with colors?
Each colors you choose represents a side of you.
Blue - Sad
Red - Angry
Green - Jealousy
Yellow - Cheerful
Purple - You're gay!
Grey - Moody
Black - Oh-so-emo
White - Mad? LOL
It's sorta like that then.
I sorta missed 17.
Somehow though.
Oh well.
You can't undo what cannot be undone.
Labels: infiltrate the paramedics
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Chizuru
The GazettE - Chizuru
Anata no tegami ni wa yomenai ji dake
Atte sonokuchi kara kikasete hoshii
Narenai shiro wa nigate toikisae hibiku
Sorano iro sae shiretara sukuwareru no ni
Umaku dekinu kokyuumo itsuka wasuretai
Sou negaeru tsuyosa mo hikarabisoude
'Utsubuse no asu' utaeba togewo tsutau suimin
Karada ni karamaserareta Restraint
Even the mind seems to sleep
Hooni fureta netsu wa totemo natsukashiku yasashii
Mourou no hazamade mita kage danshoku no yume
Anata ni utsuru watashi no me ga
Anata wo miushinau higakitemo
Kono me ni yakitsuite kureteiru
Komorebino hibito anata wa
Tsureteikanaide
Nijimu shiro ga yureru
Kotoba mo wasuresou
Namida wa nagarete doko e yuku no
Watashi no namae wo yonde
Kudakeru kurai daite
Koreijou ushinau no ha kowai
Anata wa dokode watashi no koto utatteiruno
Mimi o sumashitemo hibiku no wa fuanteina kodou
Hooni nokotteta hazu no netsu ga omoidasenai
Mourou no hazamade mita no wa kanshoku no ima
Senbano totemo chiisana Anata no negai ni yorisotte
Egao mo kaesezu ni tada Toiki wo kazoeteita kioku no saigo ni?
Anata no koe ga kikoete Subete wo nakushita asa
'Hitotsu ni narenu futari'
The GazettE - Chizuru (English)
In your letter there are only words I cannot read
I want to meet you hear it from your mouth
Weak with white which I can't get used to Just a sigh echoes
Though I'd be saved if I only knew the color of the sky
I want to someday forget even the deep struggling breaths
When even the strength of wishing so seems shriveled up
If I sing "Downcast Tomorrow" The sleep that comes after the thorn
The Restraint my body was bound by
Even the mind seems to sleep
The heat that touched my cheeks is very nostalgically sweet
The shadow I saw in a dim loophole A warm-colored dream
My eyes in which your impression is left
Even when the day I lose sight of you comes
You are burned into these eyes.
You do not take me with you
To the days with you and the sunlight filtering through the trees
The oozing white wavers
It feels like I'll even forget words
Where do my tears flow away to
Call my name
Hold me till I crumble
I'm afraid to lose anything else
Where are you singing about me
Even if I listen hard, what echoes is my uneasy heartbeat
I can't recall the warmth that was left on my cheek
What I saw in the dim loophole Was a cold-colored reality1
I nestle up to
Your small wishes of a thousand cranes
Without returning the smile, just
In the last memory of counting my breaths...
I hear your voice
In the morning where everything was lost
"Two would could not be one"
My English got 16/30.
A little disappointed.
Oh well.
All's well that ends well.
I think I'm going to fail my Physics paper.
Oh-my-god.
I can die.
LOL.
I kinda like drinking tea, lately.
Hey-ho-hey-ho~
Labels: A thousand cranes
Monday, March 1, 2010
Hyena
The GazettE - Hyena
Ugly acting and song
Odori ga heta na Handsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
Ranyou middle aged spread
Buraun kan no sumi de tengu kibun sa
Please disappear because it is an eyesore
You were born from the mouth?
Fushiana ni uru kobi shika nai
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
Ranyou middle aged spread
Hankyouran na gaki wa bisho nure sa
Please disappear because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going atraight.
Curtain of wine red shikibetsu dekinu
Nagasareru mama odoru yume
Sayuu ni narau ibitsu Masquerade
Kazareba nabiku ai ni
Oboreru ima no kimi ni
Muragaru no wa isshun no kyoumei
Onshitsu kuzure no Prince
Koutoubu ni shanderia
Sutareta sono hi kyoumei wa Hyena
Kimi no kao ni saita koe wa
Risou kasane kai gorosu yo
Ani na "eikyuu" wa tsukai mawashi no yume
Nani iro no namida de
Nani iro no kotoba de
Nuri tsubuseba sono kao de irareru?
Mie sugita konseki
Atae sugita uso ni
Unuboreta mama kuchiteku yo hora
Kazareba nabiku ai ni
Oboreru ima no kimi ni
Muragaru no wa isshun no kyoumei
Onshitsu kuzure no Prince
Koutoubu ni shanderia
Sutareta sono hi kyoumei wa Hyena
The GazettE - Hyena (English Translation)
Ugly acting and song
Dancing is a poor way of looking handsome
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
An abused middle aged spread
Feeling like a Tengu in the corner of a brown pipe
Please disappear, because it is an eyesore
You were born from the mouth?
The only kind of flattery is that which is sold through a knothole
Your copulation is dirtier than money.
Unprincipled strategist
An abused middle aged spread
A half-crazed kid who is soaking wet
Please disappear, because it is an eyesore
It fails together if going atraight.
Curtain of wine red, I can't discern anything from it
The dancing dreams come floating by
A distorted masquerade, that mimics them on both sides
If I drown you, as you are now
In fluttering love, and adorn you with it
A sheltered and broken prince
Will swarm you, in a moment of sympathy
The day that a chandelier on the back of the head
Went out of style, sympathy was a hyena
The voice that bloomed on your face
Will keep your accumulated ideals around until they die
An easy-going "eternity" has useful dreams
What color would your tears be
And what color would your words be
If painted out? And would you have your same face?
Too many signs have been visible
And too many lies given
Hey, you're just going to rot away, conceited
If I drown you, as you are now
In fluttering love, and adorn you with it
A sheltered and broken prince
Will swarm you, in a moment of sympathy
The day that a chandelier on the back of the head
Went out of style, sympathy was a hyena
Labels: hyena
So what
Went to school as per normal.
Got back results for common test papers.
Chinese: 9/40
Maths: 11/40
English: (Tomorrow)
Chemistry: 22/30 (distinction, I think.)
Physics: (Wednesday)
Social Studies: 20/25 (distinction)
Geography:11/25
Design & Technology: (Tomorrow)
After school went to Lot 1 with Eileen and bought a new Zinc bag.
I really really like it. :3
I wanna buy the bunny bag.
Buying it soon. HEHE.
So went to Bukit Panjang LRT with Eileen, sat in front and I got a headache cause I kept looking down on the floor.
It was so high up @.@
Then went back to Marsiling and waited for bus.
Had heart-to-heart talks with Eileen.
So fun.
LOL.
Thanks for accompanying me today. AND THANKS FOR THE LONG JOHN SILVER TREAT. LOL.
Whole day, this song comes into my mind.
Pink - So what
And, I'mma post the lyric here then.
HEHE
Pink - So What
He should join Singapore Idol.
Teacher singing in Singapore Idol, wow. LOL
Maybe I should join too.
Just for fun.
LOL
Joking.
Got back results for common test papers.
Chinese: 9/40
Maths: 11/40
English: (Tomorrow)
Chemistry: 22/30 (distinction, I think.)
Physics: (Wednesday)
Social Studies: 20/25 (distinction)
Geography:11/25
Design & Technology: (Tomorrow)
After school went to Lot 1 with Eileen and bought a new Zinc bag.
I really really like it. :3
I wanna buy the bunny bag.
Buying it soon. HEHE.
So went to Bukit Panjang LRT with Eileen, sat in front and I got a headache cause I kept looking down on the floor.
It was so high up @.@
Then went back to Marsiling and waited for bus.
Had heart-to-heart talks with Eileen.
So fun.
LOL.
Thanks for accompanying me today. AND THANKS FOR THE LONG JOHN SILVER TREAT. LOL.
Whole day, this song comes into my mind.
Pink - So what
And, I'mma post the lyric here then.
HEHE
Pink - So What
Na na na na na na naBy the way, Mr Haikal singing Lighthouse - You and me, VERY NICE.
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
I guess I just lost my husband I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna drink my money I'm not gonna pay his rent (nope)
I've got a brand new attitude, and I'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight
Na na na na na na na
I wanna start a fight
Na na na na na na na
I wanna start a fight
[chorus]
So, so what I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm havin more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight
Unh Check my flow Uohhh
The waiter just took my table and gave it to Jessica Simps (Shit!)
I guess Ill go sit with drum boy at least he'll know how to hit (Oops)
What if this song's on the radio, then somebodys gonna die! haha
I'm going to get in trouble, my ex will start a fight
Na na na na na na na
He's gonna start a fight
Na na na na na na na
We're all gonna get in a fight
[chorus]
So, so what I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm havin more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight
You weren't there
You never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there, you let me fall
[chorus]
So, so what I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm havin more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight
No no
No no, I don't want you tonight
You weren't there
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight
Ba da da da da da
He should join Singapore Idol.
Teacher singing in Singapore Idol, wow. LOL
Maybe I should join too.
Just for fun.
LOL
Joking.