You and I

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

I couldn't fulfill promises I made to people, not even to myself. I wanted attention. But I shouldn't try to. I don't want to hear, I don't want to see, I don't want to believe, I don't want to acknowledge things because I am scared. I'm afraid of expressing. I'm afraid of people. I'm afraid I might go mad. I don't know why. I shouldn't be like this.

But I can't shut up.

The last opportunity for me to change.

Everybody that I know which is close to me means the world to me. If I lost you, it means that I lost my everything. Which is apparently very depressing. But nevertheless, I'm still moving on. I do not have the time to waste on recalling my memories, as it might really disturb me very very much. As the saying goes, let bygones be bygones. I will just have to remember to do that.

Well then, off to my pile of homework all stacked for tomorrow. I'm gonna speed up and finish it in one piece.

Then again..

Sometimes I wish reality wouldn't hit me in the face. Well, what to do? Then again, I feel like quitting everything. I don't know why. But I'm really losing my determination and patience. First two months of the year and now I feel like quitting. Then I realized I'm always confiding myself. Asking myself this idiotic question: Why?

Why you ask? I've no idea. I'm healthy, I'm moderately bright, not very creative, not very stupid, not very clumsy, surprisingly stubborn and the list goes on. But I can't seem to figure an answer why am I being like this. Maybe is the lack of attention? I'm not sure, but that doesn't seem to be the answer.

I always like to be like somebody. Apparently, different people are born in different worlds which I am so envious about. I just hope, I can get what I wish for. But as the saying goes, "Be careful of what you wish, it may just come true."

Probably I can handle the consequences of what may come. I just have to tolerate what's coming up for me.

Enough with the chittychattybangbang, I've work to do.

Contradiction

My new haircut. LOL. I LOOK EFFING DIFFERENT PLEASE.

First day of Chinese New Year and I've a lot a lot a lot of red packets!! ^-^

Super duper love my family. Looking forward to put all my money into my hungry, empty bank ^-^.

Going to sleep now. Byebye!