Forgiveness for such a being.

I kept looking through phones.
I want to buy either a Satio, Aino, LG Crystal or LG Lollipop.
All so nice ): I really hoped you'd know how it feels to be one sided.
I got nothing better to post.
Just really dazed these few days.

I guess I'll go watch 10 promises to my dog, again.
So touching. :x

Ohya, The promises are here.

10 promises to my dog.

1. Listen patiently to what I have to say.
2. Trust me. I am always on your side.
3. Play with me a lot.
4. Don't for get that I have feelings, too.
5. Let's never fight. Someday I'll win.
6. If I don't obey you, I have a good reason.
7. You have school, and friends. But as for me, I only have you.
8. Stay my best friend even when I'm old.
9. I'll live for about 10 years. So, let's make every moment count.
10. Never forget out time together, keep this in your mind. So when my time comes, please be by my side.

Procastination

Met with Jiawen and her friend around Yishun and bus-ed to Tampines.
Reach there already donate money.
One by one ask us donate.
Donate $4 already, get one card.
Then got one old man come.
Then give us pens.
Then ask us donate.
WAH CB.
HE TALK, STILL CAN SPIT.
SPIT UNTIL MY UPPER LIP THERE.
I WAS LIKE: EEEEEEEEEEE ERXIN.
WTF SIA.
Then after donate $4, he give us another pen.
Then go already.
Disappear until very fast.

Went to escape with Jiawen, Dan, Alvin and Jiawen's friend.
So many people stare at us.
Like so buay song with us.
HAHAHA.
There got so many people so xialan + so laolan one.
I play too many wet and wild already.
Starting to get headache.
HEHEHE.
I only had like less than 6 hours of sleep.
Then I kept wide awake.
Now my eyes are apparently closing, seriously.
Really damn tired.
I at bus already toh more than 10 times.
Keep wake up, and toh again.
Wah just now almost reach Woodlands interchange.
I thought going reach already.
So I wake up.
Still at Admiralty.
I was like, WTF MAN. SO SLOW?
Then I reached interchange.
I rest awhile.
Bus came.
I was using earpiece, so I cannot hear. I
Then got one Malay guy use 1 of his fingers tap my hand. only
Then I was like, OH GOT BUS. wish
I don't know how to say thanks to him. you
If not I really at there toh then no bus go home. were
HAHAHA. mine.

So there.

Ohya.
Happy 2 months couple, minbin didi ;mua

Primadonna

Wah physics and chemistry paper do wrong already lor.
Then today during maths, get back common test paper.
3 people emo until idk what.
Then i got 11/40.
I still laughing.
LOL.
Not included inside "N" level what.
So I might as well don't depress myself lor.
HEHE.
Then during CME,
4N1 Malays, especially that black colored giraffe, Haziqah kpkb.
Lose then whine.
Whine like one black animal.
LOL.

After school, went to do library duty.
Do halfway, got 2 sec 1 students come in.
Then Jiahui supervise one.
Then I took in the Malay one.
Wah she really like to talk.
She keep ask, can borrow how many books?
Eh I like to read this book.
All malay books about love story?
I was like, I don't understand Malay??
LOL

THEN JIAHUI GOT THIS CUTE CUTE ONE.
HE'S LIKE SO DAMN SHORT AND SO DAMN CUTE.
LIKE ONE SMALL BOY.
I KEEP SAY, "Wah, so cute."
LOL
Then he was so quiet.
Think he scared of me.
So I tell him, "Don't so quiet leh, I very scared."
Then he smile and laugh a bit.
Then Jiahui also laugh, cause I say until very weird.
HAHA
Then the sec 1 or sec 2 boy, very guailan one.
Under Jiahui control.
Epic.
The guy's name is called Bryan.
LOL.

Jiahui: BOY, GO SHELF NOW.
Bryan: Shelf already. See?
Jiahui: NOT STRAIGHT ENOUGH. YOU SEE? ALL IN OUT IN OUT ONE. MAKE IT STRAIGHT.
Bryan: Straight already lah.
Jiahui: YOU SEE PROPERLY. WHERE GOT STRAIGHT?
Bryan: - whine and do -
Jiahui: ANOTHER SHELF. DO. NOW!

HAHAHA.
I KEPT LAUGHING.
SO FUNNY.

After school, went to find Yanglin and pass her the money.
Then Jiawen came Causeway Point pei me eat.
Then we walk around Causeway Point.
I walk until my legs wobble.
LOL.
So here I am at home.
HEHEHE.
Very tired luh.
Tomorrow 8am need reach Bedok go pray for ahgong.
Then straight after praying go meet Dan.
Then wait until 11 or 12 plus meet Jiawen then go Escape Theme Park and Wild Wild Wet.
I scared I play until my arms sore, cannot move for 2 to 3 days.
Can cry man.
LOL. If you belong only just mine.
OK LA. I LAZY POST ALREADY.
Bye. LOL

Selection ; Primadonna

Calm.

Geography paper was the worst.
I answered the question wrongly.
I'm gonna leave with a lot of heavy marks.
):
I don't like it ):
LOL.

Watching bleach, still.
Over 120 episodes already.
Gonna complete till 130 - 135 today.
So there. :x

Infinite.

Flying without wings.

Maths paper was, horrible.
Partially most of my class do not know how to do question 9 which is like a paragraph question?
So tired today.
Supposed to get Social Studies test paper, but teacher need go Bowen Sec for conference ):
Gah.
So during last period which is Social Studies, me and a group of friends were playing truth or dare.
I only kena caught, once.
HAHAHA.
Okay before school ends, I noticed something.
I turn around and saw,
Nadia holding hands with Irwan.
I was shocked. LOL!
HAHAHA. Last long yo.
After school went to eat with JiaHui and JiaHao.
Then went to Causeway Point with JiaHui,
Bought a number of pens.
2 more till full collection of colors.
LOL.
I'm mad.
HAHAHA

Recently been listening to this song.
Very nice.


Ruben Studdard - Flying Without Wings

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the faces of their children
Some find it in their lovers eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you find that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find the cheer in every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it the works of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendships
The kind you cherish all your lives
And when you know how much that means
You have found that special thing
You're flying without wings

[Bridge]
So impossible as they may seem
You've got to find for every dream
'Cuz who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

But for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunlight on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's the little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you smile
And it's the flying without wings
'Cuz you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
You're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy it brings
I'm flying without wings

To watch the sunrise on your face.
I don't have intentions to make you sad.
I've no intentions to forget you.
I only consider this,
I am true to myself and who I should be, regardless of things being said to me.
For that, I forgive and forget what I've said and done because of my temper.
So don't worry.
I'm still here, right beside you.
Trying to be there for you, as much as I could.
So, there it is.
My resolve.

Exceptions.

I just saw my dog, and I thought of it.
2 years later, maybe my dog ain't gonna survive.
Sure is fast. 8 Years old already.
I asked mummy, "If Dingding died, would you cry?"
She said, "Cry for what?"

I was thinking that the dog has been with us for so long, I couldn't imagine my dog dead.
The whole house would be real empty.
Each day passes by, I see my dog, enjoying the best of her life.

To now, the show: 10 Promises To My Dog
The 10 promises still reminds me.
The last one was the hardest.
"Please be with me when my times comes for my last breath."

I felt bad when I scolded my dog for peeing somewhere which she wasn't supposed to.
Now I realized, it was 2 years until the deadline.
If she survived longer, it will add more difficulty for the dog to actually breathe properly.

Time changes so quickly.
I kept hoping, that tomorrow never comes.
That my family is kept within, still stable.

I remembered my brother asking me this: "Are you prepared when mummy die?"
I totally didn't think of that before.
My mom, is getting older by the day, and one day she'll leave this world.
Letting me, all by myself.

During my grandfather's funeral, I had images of my mom being dead, and how it would be like.
I kept tearing and crying because it made me realized how much I really loved my mom.
I really, really did.

I don't really know what's happening.
It feels as if the world is revolving around me constantly.
During Chinese lesson today, my teacher showed me these two sentences:

When one door of happiness closes,
another one opens;
But often we look so long at
the closed door that we do
not see the one which has been
opened for us.

and

The best and most
beautiful things
in the world cannot
be seen or touched.
They must be felt with
the heart.

All these two by some girl named Helen Keller.
It got me thinking. A lot.

I'm really sorry.
I can't do anything right.
If there's anything possible, for things to become normal again, I'd be real happy.
Right here, right now.
私はあなたの生活に問題を追加しているように思える。

I hope tomorrow never comes.

Unable to do D&T test. I don't really know how to do.
Was tired the whole day.
Didn't eat much during recess.
Just a jelly packet.
But I ate after school.
Starving.
I'm a bit tired for the day.
I've eye-bags.
I slept around 12am?
Then woke up at one, thinking that it was 6a.m.
Then realized I had a big mosquito bite.
Tossing and turning, unable to sleep again.
Then punched my pillow until I was exhausted till I slept through.
I'm very sorry. I don't know why I did that. I just want everything to return to normal. Please?

What am I supposed to do?

I can't do anything right.
I kept making things for the worst.
What's still, I'm ruining my own feelings.
I don't know what to do now.
I don't know what to face now.
I don't want to even cry for now.

I lost my mind.

Diatomic diffuse.

English compo and Social Studies test.
Tired.
My shoulders are aching.
Ok bye.

I don't want to know.

Just came back from Wild Wild Wet with Jiawen, Dan kor and Alvin.
Epic.
I don't like the auntie which bathed with the door wide open and naked still.
Ew.
The horrific sight. ):
Save me ):

I got sleepy and tired. I don't want to know. Don't wish to find out. I hate feelings.

All day I pray for you.

Since I'm requested to continue with the story.
I'll make another one.

Uhh so here goes.

Annihilation of the triads of the unglamorous - Part 1

There lived a village called 4N2.
People here was not filled with heart warming welcomes and harmony.
Villagers were distributed in groups.
According to their own color and likings.
But they were led by two leaders, Monkey head and Mole rat.
As the villagers were quarreling over the image of the village, Mole rat did not do anything much. So she just left for the Monkey head to deal with it.
Monkey head has no idea how to solve the problem, thus hiding inside her tree full of yellow bananas.
Ever since the war started, the snowman and the bamboo were shooting lazer destructo eyes off.
Hurting the villagers, scattering them.

But as a hero rises, the monsters of the unglamorous were retreating.
They were sent back to their places, coming up a new plan, whining.
Constantly.
Oh yes, constantly whining.

To be continued.

I don't know how to continue the story. HAHAHA

Sorrow made you.

Bored.
So I'll post song lyrics. Again.

The Gazette - Leech

Nobody believes you.

Marble no kabe wa takaku doro ni mamirete ita yo
naguritsukerareta youna itami ga ore wo hanasanee
tairyou ni koboreta Imperfection kanzen ni nomareta Expression
I who sings black again. I who dyes black again.
nandomo atama wo tsubusu Insult

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake.
Take responsibility.
Tatoesete wa tsuzukeru wake yuke
Ubutsu wasenu tame wo sou e kizoku


Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
me ni utsuru kotae wo egaku
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
kuroki hi wa ima mo asenu mama
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Hatred to you is a proper act.

nagareta kekkan to muhyoujou to muryoku toki ga boukyaku ni uete mo wasureru koto wa shinai

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake.
Take responsibility.
imada mienee yukue shirezu no mono matowaseta no wa subete uwabe dake
uritobasareta no wa shisou no gizou shikori mo sezu mata yotte kiyagaru

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
me ni utsuru kotae ga kieru
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
kuroki hi wo houmuru muimi sa ni
I felt humiliation.

utsukushiki seijaku ga kanashige ni yureteru me wo fusagu koto sae tsumi
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live (2x)
Fuck off

The GazettE - Leech ( Translation )

Nobody believes you.

The marble wall is highly covered in dirt
A pain like I have been beaten up won't release me
Imperfection peeked through in large quantity
Expression swallowed in perfection
I who sings black again. I who dyes black again.
Insult that smashed my head many times

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake.
Take responsibility.
Your whereabouts which I can't see yet, something I can't know is that what you show off is only the surface
What sold off is forgery of thought
Without any uneasiness you approach again

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
Depicting the answer reflected in your eyes
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
The black day still won't fade
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Hatred to you is a proper act.

Washed away faults and expressionlessness and powerlessness
Even if time is longing for oblivion I won't forget

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live.

Let's send a gallows in the last scene which you hope for.
Don't hush up a mistake. Take responsibility.
Your whereabouts which I can't see yet, something I can't know is that what you show off is only the surface
What sold off is forgery of thought Without any uneasiness you approach again

Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your face.]
The answer reflected in your eyes vanishes
[I want to scatter your trick]
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby?
The president.
[I want to scatter your excuse.]
Burying the black day in meaningless
I felt humiliation.

With my sad look the beautiful silence is wavering, even closing my eyes is a sin
A prosecute. Your luck will run out someday.
Can you hear the counting song of pain, baby? The president.

You are the same as a leech which sucks blood to live (2x)
Fuck off

The GazettE - The Invisible Wall ( no English translation, cannot find. )

Pig is that soaked in soup of crime
Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself

In the maze without an end,
Why do you still breathe?

Gareki no shita de shinjitsu ga notauchimawaru e wa,
Naniyorimo fukai [The invisible wall],
Kodoku zouo shitto fuan,
Kyomu ni saita muhyoujou naniyorimo omoi[The invisible wall]

Sanjou oou fujouri ni omoeta warau aozora

In the maze without an end,
Ayamachi ni obore,
In the maze without an end,
Why do you still breathe?

Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Tsugunai tsuzuke and die.

Pig is that soaked in soup of crime

In the maze without an end, Hate yourself
Ayamachi ni obore,
In the maze without an end, Hate yourself
Why do you still breathe?

Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Aijou mo shiranu kodoku na parade,
Sorrow made you, [x3]
In the bottom of the dark sea
Sorrow made you, [x3]
Tsugunai tsuzuke and die.

Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end...
Why do you still breathe?

I know these are all hardcore songs.
But they really really are very nice songs.
Trust me. They mean a lot.

I bear no grudge with you, unless you made me so.

The short story to tell.

The rising fall of a new abomination : By Nana

Once there was a so-called "Happy village"
The "Happy village" is named as 4N2 from the small country in Fuchun Secondary School.
The villagers were planning for the design of how should the village look like.
Sadly, not all were happy with the design prescribed.
So, a group of villagers had a brochure for the output of the making of the village, and since not many of the villagers were happy with the design, they came up with something rather different.
The original designer was upset to hear this because the group wants to "change the design" of the village and was furious.
She was rather upset and the group asked her if she wanted to combine designs.

The designer said, "No, I don't want to combine."
One person from the group asks, "Are you sure?"
"I die die don't want. You all do what you want." Said the designer.

So the group planned and came out with a design.
Unfortunately, the village were not able to compromise, so the group eventually cannot meet the expectations of the villagers.
So after the celebration of a party, a villager was packing her things, ready to go home and rest, and she saw the "original designer" asking the leader if the designs can combine.
The villager was furious and asked her, "You very funny, just now you say don't want, now you say you want to combine?"
The designer exclaimed, "I'm talking to the teacher."

The villager was frustrated, so she cut in the conversation, "Then now what you want? First you don't want combine, now you want. We finish the design already, now you want to combine?"
The designer got upset again, her voice shaky. Got nothing much more to say, so she stomped out of the hut. Whining and running away from the situation.

The leader said that it's no big deal. The villager told the leader, saying that the designer's attitude towards people are very ridiculous. She lost and end up throwing a black face towards people.
The leader tried to cool down the villager, telling her that they are going to compromise with the whole village, making things go smooth and easy.

3 days later, the war began.

The designer, with a group of ultra super monster powers, are named as:
Abominable snowman, monstrous baboon girl and the destructo eyes came into action, trying to engage a frightful war about to begin.
The abominable snowman defended the monstrous baboon girl upon stating that they did no such thing 3 days ago.
The villagers was furious and wanted to get a harsh pay back.
So they waited for a chance, to kick the baboon in the gut.
Whether if the baboon might rise again, she planned to stomp over her mountain of lower plain valleys. Removing her sanity, pride and dignity all at once.

To be continued.

Electronic intensity.

Deceiving and being deceived.
Devotion towards being devoted.
Sane or being insane.
To be trusted or to be trustworthy.
Agonize or to be agonized.
To manipulate or be manipulated.
To fall for or not to fall for.
Deceptions of one's mind falls through the system.

I hate myself.

Re-posting lyrics. I'm bummed out, that's why.

The GazettE - Cassis

Aa, zutto kurikaeshiteta
Zutto kanashimasete bakari datta
Aa, kitto anata sae mo kizu tsukete
Boku wa ugokeno mama

Aa, anata ni fureru koto ga
Naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka?
Kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshite
Anata wo ushinatte shimau no ga kowakatta kara

Yori suo koto de nuguou to shita wasure kirenakatta hi wo
Anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigettekureta ne

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteru.
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteru

I WILL WALK TOGETHER, to future not promised to yet
It keeps walking togheter, to the future which you are..

Tsurai koto sae wasureru jurai anata wo omotteiru
Aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni koga reru mune

Kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru
Dou ka hitorikiri de nakanaide
Donna ni hanareteite mo
Shinjiaeru futari de iyou

Dou ka kono mama waratteitai anata wo kizutsuke sasenaide
Toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta anna moi kurikaaeshitekunai

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mokitto kawarazu ai shiteiru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru.

Dou ka boku dake wo mitsumeteite
Dou ka kono te ga togukenú iyou

I WILL WALK TOGETHER, to future not promised to yet
It keeps walking togheter, to the future which you are..

The Gazette - Cassis ( English translation )

I repeated it for a long time. I made you sad for a long time.
I must have hurt you. Now I still cannot move.
Why is it so painful to touch you?
I think it is because I was afraid of making the same mistake and losing you.

I tried to recover the unforgettable days to stay close to each other.
You hold my hand without asking anything.

Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

I love you so much that I forget any suffering.
My heart feels pain every time I count the days we cannot meet.

The loneliness is piling up. Please don’t cry alone.
Even if we are so far away, we can believe each other.

I wish to smile as it is. I don’t want you to hurt yourself.
I don't want to repeat such feelings, which have kept fading each time.
Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Please, only look at me. Please, don’t let our hands separate.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

Keys to my heart's desires.

Just came back from Yanglin's and Glenda's house.
Tired.
Real tired.
I've been chionging bleach till episode 80.
I'm still watching.
I had nothing better to do.

Welcome back Minbin didi to Singapore.
:D
I didn't think we've drifted till the day you'd said: do you feel we've drifted? My heart broke when you'd said that. I've completely no idea until then.
I wanna know the meaning of being devoted and devotion.
I don't like my green envy of others.
LOL. Ok goodnight.
For me, you're one in a million.

Once again, this makes me annoyed.

I'm currently now at my cousin's house using her laptop at her living room.

Apparently my younger cousins were playing the Wii station in front of me.

Hardcore.

They played till so dangerous.

There's still one more house to go and my relatives were currently playing blackjack.

Hope daddy gives me extra after he win HEHEHE

The outfit I wore to Chinese New Year looks strange on me.

Relatives were shocked that I wore blue colored contacts and they looked at me with awkwardness.

Most of all they think its nice :O

k I'm bored. HAHAHAHA

Bye.

/ Edit 2206

What? Our class is slow?
Puh-lease.
So what if you're standard is high? Does not mean that you could fucking piss off everyone when your result is better than us.
What's your fucking problem?
Not happy with everybody?
Slap them, since you are so willing and eager.
Your attitude sucks, seriously.
I know mine too, but yours are far worse than mine.
You criticize people, you look down at them, you comment negatively on them.
What the fuck is this?
I did those too, but at least I didn't go too far.
You're one fucking asshole I've ever met.
Never in my life, I've seen such people to be so full of himself.
Say you're changing?
Oh well you're not changing.
In fact, you never would. Never ever.
Take your bloody ass back to your fucking school that you self proclaimed that you "belonged" or "supposed" to be in.

Fuck off from my class and my school. In fact, fuck off from my life.

Duck, duck, duck, Goose!

First and for most.

Happy Valentines day and Chinese New Year.
May you have good luck, good love, good food and good money.
Don't get too greedy.
HA-HA-HA

Just came back from going out to Causeway Point with Yanglin.
We've spent 2 hours inside timezone, I think.
On our way to Civic center, saw Leon.
Surprise surprise. LOL

Slacked at Macs.
Fetched Yanglin till MRT, took the bus home and here I am.

Daddy gave me early ang pao :3
Both mummy and daddy add together 160 bucks.
Can't wait for tomorrow.
But I have to wake up around 9A.M. What the hell ):
I think that's it.

Let me tell you all my deepest darkest secrets of my satisfaction.
There is
1 Word.
3 Letters.
1 BIG meaning.



























































































































F.U.N

^-^

Get ready bitch. The tornado's coming fer ya.

Things are going worse than usual.

Totally no mood to say anything else.

So there.

I don't like what tomorrow comes for me. Tears, I hate you.

I'd wished you'd fuck off.

Kena shoot by 2 P.E Teachers today.
Funniest is this.
Mr Haikal: This girl only ah, know how to smile, smile, smile.
Everything also smile.
Me: ( smile and stumble a little )
Mr Haikal: ( ask 2 questions, [ i forgot ] )
Want to run?
Me: ( laugh and face other direction )
Mr Haikal: AH SEE? Laugh some more.

Real tired.
English tutorial was, boring.
Seriously.
B-o-r-i-n-g.
There's like spelling?
I mistaken Obnoxious for Abnoxious.
Really blur.
Then must write like 20 sentences for vocab??
But it's like, I'm the first to run away after finishing writing everything.
Ha-ha-ha.

These few days damn irritated.
Just of one girl, I get this irritated.
I have no idea why.

Oh ya.
This year's class T-Shirt, I have no idea would it turn out nice or not.
3 years in a row already, and I kept having jerseys which don't seem to look nice to wear.
This year, I expected it to look nicer.
But there's this problem.

Anime characters on the front which makes us look totally like kids and its like they're holding a leaf.
A leaf which contains the whole class's names and the leaf is BLUE in color?
I rather have hot pink rather than blue.
If it's blue, should choose neon blue, sky blue or light blue.
NOT THOSE KIND OF DARK BLUE WHICH MAKES US LOOK LIKE WE'RE HAVING BLUEBLACK ON OUR SHIRT DUH?

Epic. Art student also don't know how to design and don't know color combination.
Poor you.
._.

Why can't you just fuck off?

IRRITATED.
IRRITATED.
IRRITATED.
IRRITATED.
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IRRITATED.

In my whole life, I've never been like this before.
Never ever was this irritated before.
Girl can you fuck off?
Word is you're just irritating me.
You lost what you had.
I have what I want.
So beat it.
I want what I want.
Not you to take it away from me.
Fuck off from your hopes and dreams.
They're mine now.
Loser.

Be gone

School was, boring.
But there was one part, really epic.
But I will skip it awhile.
Slept through two periods today.
Geography and Chinese were as hell as boring.
I kept being called to wake up by friends to copy notes or just to read.
Really tired.

Anyway. Last period of the day was Chemistry ( Not including tutorials ).
There's like a wasp, from second period which was English.
During English class, the wasp flew in.
Most of the girls screamed and the guys were, afraid.
Teacher was scared too, so she brought us to IT Room 3.
Then during Chemistry, the wasp was still there.
We didn't notice it. AT ALL.
The wasp was flying around, fly fly fly.
Then it flew until the ceiling fan and was hit.
It was like a bullet.
Landed right on the floor ( Bumped onto Adi )
Then it lay there, legs still moving.
Kwee Kiat took the broom, sweeped it up, and threw right outside the ledge by the coridoor.
Evil creatures.
But that wasp was REALLY BIG.
So scary. ):

Ok nothing much to post now.

Why can't you just stay away? I have no idea what are your intentions, but I really wished you'd just stay away. The sight of you irritates me.

Last surface rising

Bored.
I hate my best friend.
She came without warning.
Now I really hate her.
Hate hate hate hate her.
She make me suffer pain all day long.
Why?????
Why must she come and visit me every month???
Why?????

LOL.
School is nothing.
Bored much.
Somehow I love to play with my webcam.
So fun.
^-^

On sleepless nights, the sleepless goes. May angels lead you in.

Sorry.

Just edited this.
Amazing how picnik looks nicer by the day.

Intentions of posting this is to say.
I'm really sorry.

I don't mean to talk to the people you hate.
I didn't know.
Till now, I've still no idea how to deal with you.
I know, I kept saying the wrong things at the wrong time.
I've no idea how to comfort you, no idea how to approach you much better.
I've no knowledge of anything. Yet I'm still trying.
I don't know why. I keep feeling that I can't make you happy.

I don't want tears to fall right now.
I should really consider before I say anything.
Right now, I really am very sorry.

To figure out the best of my life

Yesterday went out around 5pm.
Bought a pair of new jeans then went off to find Yanglin at TPY.
Waited an hour for her to arrive.
I've spent an hour walking inside popular around and about.
I saw one refill pack that the pen has two functions.
The refill pack has loads of colors.
I thought it was cool and nice, so I tried finding it in the whole stationary section.
Guess what?
I looked through the shelves and I can't find any.
So frustrating ):
So I gave up and went looking other stuffs.

Then I saw the movie : Gokusen The Movie
Which is out already.
WHICH IS WHAT I REALLY WANT TO BUY!?!?!
Imma save up to buy the movie :3
REALLY VERY NICE OKAY ):
Somehow I felt the new guy in the movie Reita, his hair very chio :x
I don't know which actor is he, but his hair is really chio.
Kamenashi Kazuya is still in there, more of the reason to buy the movie.
I luv Kamenashi Kazuya :3!

So I went looking for manga comics, thing is.
THE SHELVES ARE TOO TALL.
I CAN'T SEE.
I feel so short ):
Walked till really really inside of popular, found the manga section.
But no new books are published.
So I walked all the way there for nothing ):

Finally Yanglin reach.
Then we train-ed to Orchard Road.
Went inside Takashimaya to find Desmond Chiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
THERE IS LIKE SO MANY HUMAN ANTS SURROUNDING THE AREA.
I don't like crowded places.
Especially that I'm afraid of crowded places. LOL

After finding Des, we went to Dhoby.
Bought my new shoes.
Then we went to Prize Station.
I SPENT LIKE 30 DOLLARS THERE AND I ONLY GOT ONE small TOY.
Regretted not controlling my greed ;cry.
Then we've no money to buy water.
So we rushed to the nearest 7-11 store to buy water.
Since my nets left about 6 to 7 bucks,
I figured I should use it awhile. LOL
Then the minimum requirement to spend is like 5 bucks?
So bought one coke, one pokka sports drink and one vitagen.
LOLOL.
Then I went home.
HEHEHE.

Smsed the whole day with Minbin didi.
Quite fun.
LOL!
Then he pei me talk throughout the way when I reach Woodlands almost reaching home.
I know I talk a lot of crap.
Don't laugh ):
People know how to disiao me, but I don't know how to disiao back ):
You all are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO mean ):

Like the lyrics of a sad song

Cross country today.
I walked the whole cross country.
No questions asked. LOL
Really tired.

I bought 2 pairs of Sky Blue coloured contacts.
Right now I'm afraid that my right eye, which my normal contacts went in, couldn't come out anymore x.x
Waiting for the uncle to come back, but I'm going to see the optician tomorrow.
Hope that the contacts is not inside, if not I have no absolute idea how to take it out x.x

Surely, my heart softens everytime you say something that hurts me.

Happy birthday Kamilia

Happy 17th Birthday Kamilia.

I got my results for Social Studies class test.
The result was, well. It made me real happy.
22/25 marks.
Ran during P.E today.
Done D&T survey. Now trying to print 1 copy.
Physics was, F.U.N
English was N.U.N
Then I got my school year book.
I found a lot of bird faces.
Damn epic.
Then tutorials started.
Social Studies, Geography and ended by English.

I slept through Geography class.
Had dreamt of my Chinese teacher.
I was like woah.

Nothing much to post then.
Although my dog is bugging me because she is currently walking around and about around my legs.
Her fur is itching me ):
Then she sits in between my legs and stares at me.
Me and my mom have no idea what she wants.
Seriously.
I have no idea what she wants.

Like the lyrics of a sad song and I was feeling so wrong.

300th Post.

So everything was normal.
Ya-da ya-da ya-da

Currently been thinking of stuff I shouldn't be thinking.
But it kept bugging me.
So I've no choice but to just, you know. Bear it.

なぜこのような罪悪感と私の下の嫉妬を感じるのですか？
私はあなたのブログに以前の記事を参照してください、私は、もっと自分たちというよりも私と一緒に幸せにしている感じがする。
私は何か非常に悪いことした？
私はいつも、間違った言葉を、私はしないと？
私はあなたと私の心の部分を共有したいがため、私はあなたを傷つけることを恐れている私はあなたに門戸を開くことはできません。
しかし、今は私には私も何とかあなたを応援することはできませんがとても痛い。
私はどうすればいいのか分からない。
私は非常に困惑している。
私はあなたに確認したい。
あなたは私と一緒に幸せですか？

Millions of questions, but one I shall ask for and seek.
tola sturH

Remember back in the day

Schooled, nothing much.
There was a Social Studies test.
I'm not confident about my test.
So, most of my answers were like, crappy much?
LOL!
So right now I'm bored.
Yeap, I am so so so bored.
Bored until I have absolutely no idea what I've just said and talked about.
Yeap.
Bored.

Okay bye.
LOL